How are you today.. Where are you right at this time. Are you fine? Hope you are.
I know we’ve never met again, since that day. I was supposed to hurt. Cos of what you did. What you asked. But I wasn’t. I understand. We understand. Even though now you’re not around. I still think of you sometimes.
In this little letter I just want you to know. That I’ve grown so much. And I am happy now, Dad. I’ve accepted the fact that you’re gone. And I am fine. Although I still care, but I understand and I accept that I never get to smell your scent. A scent of the man im suppose to adore. A father of mine..
In this little letter I just wanna tell you. That I’ve become a better person, than I was two years ago. Running around with you, asking this and that…never accepted what happened and wanted u to come back. Now I don’t.
I knew you for the first 6 years of my life. You are the best warmest thing I know living in my childhood memory. Before that war begun. But it’s ok. Because forever that’s what makes me grown so much, so big, so strong.
That you weren’t there to say goodbye to me, ever. Cos that’s what makes me realize, that you are that person. You’re not the man I know in my dreams, you’re different. But I’m okay with that
That u left. Cos u’ve taught me SO MUCH. Of love, of hate, of anger, grief, and Forgiveness. And this maturity would never be mine if it weren’t for you who’ve made my life so colorful.
For loving me long time ago
For remembering me now as your daughter
I don’t need you to love me. Cos I’m not sure you do. It’s ok. I swear it’s ok.
Cos I still thank u.
For leaving me and for just being you.
I love u,