How are you today.. Where are you right at this time. Are you fine? Hope you are.
I know we’ve never met again, since that day. I was supposed to hurt. Cos of what you did. What you asked. But I wasn’t. I understand. We understand. Even though now you’re not around. I still think of you sometimes.
In this little letter I just want you to know. That I’ve grown so much. And I am happy now, Dad. I’ve accepted the fact that you’re gone. And I am fine. Although I still care, but I understand and I accept that I never get to smell your scent. A scent of the man im suppose to adore. A father of mine..
In this little letter I just wanna tell you. That I’ve become a better person, than I was two years ago. Running around with you, asking this and that…never accepted what happened and wanted u to come back. Now I don’t.
I’m glad..
I knew you for the first 6 years of my life. You are the best warmest thing I know living in my childhood memory. Before that war begun. But it’s ok. Because forever that’s what makes me grown so much, so big, so strong.
I’m glad…
That you weren’t there to say goodbye to me, ever. Cos that’s what makes me realize, that you are that person. You’re not the man I know in my dreams, you’re different. But I’m okay with that
I’m glad…
That u left. Cos u’ve taught me SO MUCH. Of love, of hate, of anger, grief, and Forgiveness. And this maturity would never be mine if it weren’t for you who’ve made my life so colorful.
Thank you…
For loving me long time ago
For remembering me now as your daughter
I don’t need you to love me. Cos I’m not sure you do. It’s ok. I swear it’s ok.
Cos I still thank u.
For leaving me and for just being you.
I love u,
Dad..
Comments on: "A Little Letter for My Dad" (8)
awesome.. I can feel what you feel..
my God! i thought he was died but i was wrong. It’s more miserable than death, i think. Kalo kematian, kita sadar bahwa kita gak punya keahlian buat memasukkan nyawa ke dalam jasad lagi tapi lain ceritanya kalo orang tersebut masih hidup namun gak bisa bersama kita. Semoga setiap rasa sakit bisa membuat hati lo lebih kuat dan sangat menghargai kehidupan ini. amin.
you will grow through your pains.
awh my gadd!?…i can feel it…bcoz i had the same experience like u…rasanya sakit banget kak…sakit banget…and sometimes i thought…why everything this happened to me..but my mom is always stand by me n give me more strength to live..she said..’whatever he has do..he is your biological father forever n ever’….n i knew..the experience were make us more mature…stay strong babe…everyone always be with u..especially ur mom, ur husband .n also ur siblings…may allah bless u cha…sejuta cinta untukmu..sudah memang sudah..everything sudah tertulis so kita sbg hamba-Nya harus jalani semuanya..love u..muaxh
nangis bacanya…
feel the same…
so wonderfull life.n i’m so glad to read n i’m understand what u feel.thank for inspiration
Wonderful sadly words
i know what u fell,, i’m like u too,, have a bad childhood moments since i was 5 years..
kepp spirit don’t be sad..